"Need His Touch"

tonight He had me read a story of first-time lovemaking. not just sex but "controlled," beautiful, erotic sensations that led to orgasms so intense i wanted to feel them, craved to feel them and could feel them by the time i finished reading.

does He know this? that i desire Him and can feel Him without even having Him here. i desire His hands on me in ways i can just allow my imagination to fulfill. His fingers exploring me as the "Lover" explored the "woman." teaching her as He spoke of pleasing her body....

will i ever be allowed such pleasure with Someone who truly wants pleasure to be given AND received? there is fear in opening oneself up to the point that you give all you are to Someone - to break down the walls to your Soul. yet, only if/when this takes place is when true passion can be had....
a true Touch between Two

written March 5, 2009